Okay, so now I'm getting a little anxious.... I wanted to be able to do the IUI tommorrow but I don't know if it's going to happen or not. The line on the OPK is getting a little darker but not as dark as the test line... So, am I days away still from ovulating? What is my problem, here? The problem is that I work 1st shift and it's hard to work around my schedule. Plus, we've been training for a new computer program at work and I have to work on my day off, Tuesday this week. So, I'll probably get the positive on Tuesday and I can't get out of training... I'm so frustrated. I really wish that fertility just came natural for me. I wish I could be one of those that "took it for granted" just once. Some women just don't realize the miracle of fertility. I guess that's how it is with everything in this world. We all take things for granted. Everyone just has their own different things that they take for granted. Losing a baby has definitely opened my eyes. I'm forever changed by this experience. I never want to take anyone for granted. I'm guilty, I know.
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