CD17

CD17 - I made it to this day.... This is the actual day the doctor recommended for me to start testing. He was right. The line is a little bit darker than the other days but it's still not as DARK as the second line, which indicates ovulation in the next 24-36 hrs. I'm contemplating getting the IUI done on Monday. Where the doctor takes my husband's sperm, wash it by "spinning it", inserts it into a catheter, and then inserts it into me. I'm still debating - it's not anything I HAVE TO say YES to . . . but I have than option. I'm feeling anxous about it. I think anxious that something may go wrong with the baby again. I don't know how much more heartache I can endure. I know I'm not a lone in this world. The world of pregnancy loss. There are so many women who know this pain so well. I hate for anyone to have to go through it.